Matt Landsiedel coaching services is truly transformational!
I started with Matt in Dec 2019 and worked with him for 6 months. I was at a point in my life that I wanted to make a change and didn’t know how or what that even looked like, all I knew was that I didn’t like how I was feeling and viewing the world. There were past events that I needed to work through, and to learn to forgive myself and to forgive others. The beauty of working with Matt is that he doesn’t go into the past directly and resurface the pain, he teaches you to live in the present moment and works through what is showing up for you today.
Some of the biggest efforts that I am working through are abandonment, worthiness and vulnerability. Matt asked me to pick an end reward to celebrate my success, I said that I would climb a mountain to symbolize my efforts and wins, and to be able to stand at the top and admire all the beauty that came with it.
About a month into coaching I learned that I was pregnant and even though it was planned I wasn’t able to feel the excitement. I was afraid and felt unworthy. My past kept reminding me of why I didn’t deserve this or why I wouldn’t be a good mother. And my transformation journey with Matt started to get real as I worked through self-forgiveness, learning to trust again, surrendering, being vulnerable, and living with present moment awareness.
Yes, at times it wasn’t easy, everything intensifies right before it disappears. Matt kept reassuring me that I would soon be looking back on this journey and realizing that I am a completely different person. Working with Matt was exactly where I was meant to be in my life at that time. Doing the work to heal my soul and learning to live in the present moment has brought me a whole different outlook on life. I was able to mentally prepare myself for a natural, drug free labour, and to truly trust and lean on the people that supported me through it.
But also, to trust in myself, my body and my own abilities. Delivering my son in under 3 hours as a vaginal breech was truly my breakthrough point, it was what I was working towards all along. The selfless, vulnerable, and powerful role of motherhood. Jaxon was my mountain that I climbed with him, and in honor we named him Everest. Working with Matt is worth the investment on yourself. His love, honesty and presence is very healing. It was one of the best things I have ever done.